Life is short..... and cruel

Yesterday i went out for a gathering with my family and relatives. The gathering was okay, everything went well, until i only know that my aunt got lungs cancer,worst, the 4th stage! This is so unexpected because she do not smoke at all, and we did not know how the heck she got it! I mean, all the while she is healthy and okay, but this, this news really struck me.

Only realize that, we really can't foresee our future. What will happen to us, what will we going to be, what awaits us in front. I have no idea. Recently i'd been really doing alot of thinking about why people do not talk to me or even ignore me. Well, screw them, from this day onwards, i do not want to torture myself with stupid worries and thoughts, i do not want to care about how the others think of me, most of all, i want to be happy and stay strong no matter what.

Nothing last forever. I seriously need to appreciate people and things around me from now.