why

sometimes i doubt whether i have the ability or skills to draw. Everytime when i see my classmates' artwork, i feel like hiding myself, i feel like tearing myself into pieces. Do i still belong in this field, why can't i be better. sometimes it just really bugs me because no matter what, i will always be at the bottom. i love to draw, i love drawing since i was a kid. This is what i love and yet still in the bottom. =<

this feeling, i do not like this feeling. My mood keeps declining and i can't even concentrate in my assignments anymore. T^T how i wish i can be as good as my classmates one day.