I really wouldn't think that much when i sketch/doodle, but this time is different. I'm really eager to see, LOVE to see different kind of illustration style, looking at them just makes me happy, but this this i feel a little different. I know shouldn't lock myself up in my own world, we should go out and we learn and we improve. But after seeing people's sketches and drawings (they are really really awesome), i start to have doubts again. My illustration style is really boring, and to be precise, nothing special. I'm not sure anymore, like i said, i wouldn't bother thinking about all these when i draw, but now i do, and it scares me, if i don't see the world, i would not know where i stand, i would improve. ugh! i don't even know what am i thinking anymore.
This isn't the right time to think about all these. Sem break is near, so excited!!! Thailand trip with my classmates and lecturers and i want to learn to sew! 2 more weeks to go, which means, 2 more weeks of hell to go through, i hope i made it through >..< GANBATTE!
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