360 degrees

Come to realize that i'm quite a selfish person, i only think that i'm the only person who has problems, but that's not it. Everybody has their own problems to deal with and i'm too blind to see it and all i know is to complain whole day why do i have so many problems. This is bad. baddddddd
If i really want it, i have to work for it, just like the old swimming days. If you want improvement, you have to train hard for it. Where did all my determination spirit gone to???! I feel like i am too lazy to do everything i want now.

And i do not want to hope for too much anymore. I cannot always look at things only my way. I seriously have to be more considerate and look at things in other perspectives. If they don't like it, fine. People are people, and i am Ong Su Han. Everybody is different.

From today onwards:
1. complain less
2. if you want it, WORK HARD FOR IT.
3. expect less.
4. just be you, nobody cares.