Motivation in every way

I've been in Hertfordshire for 3 months and i feel like i am not productive at all. So what did i do if i did not have any progress in my assignments? GOD, I HAD BEEN SLEEPING FOR 3 MONTHS! This is just too much! I really need some motivation, i need a goal!!! I really need to work my ass off to catch up with my original pace back in Malaysia again!

Today i went for a talk after my tutorial. It's a designer from Brand Union came to share about his experiences and ideas. Pretty amazed! The way they think is really really different. Felt abit relieved when he said "we actually like people who can draw a bit." YES! +1 for doodling motivation!

Some random doodles i did 2 weeks ago, exploring new colour combinations :D love this new combo

*Ice Ice Baby!* Hail rain 2 weeks ago, prettttyyyy.

I felt like i can't motivate people. Especially David. I've been dragging him down instead of motivating him! I'm sorry :( 

20+1

Dear myself,

It's time. The most terrifying age. Truly terrifying. It symbolize not only freedom but alot of responsibilities and decisions that you need to make by your own. Be more independent and be more confident!

Let go of your past, and never look back. Don't try to chase things and people as they will step in naturally into your life.

Nobody is perfect, please learn how to accept people in package. You have your own weakness too. Don't always be mad about little things and don't hate people because of little things.

Be sincere, be honest, be true in front of people. Never hide how you are feeling, never be afraid to say NO, be sincere to your friends, be thankful, appreciate what you have because you really have almost everything!

Do what you love, love what you do. Don't let other people bring you down, don't care about what other people think!

Love yourself :)

Suhan, Happy birthday.

360 degrees

Come to realize that i'm quite a selfish person, i only think that i'm the only person who has problems, but that's not it. Everybody has their own problems to deal with and i'm too blind to see it and all i know is to complain whole day why do i have so many problems. This is bad. baddddddd
If i really want it, i have to work for it, just like the old swimming days. If you want improvement, you have to train hard for it. Where did all my determination spirit gone to???! I feel like i am too lazy to do everything i want now.

And i do not want to hope for too much anymore. I cannot always look at things only my way. I seriously have to be more considerate and look at things in other perspectives. If they don't like it, fine. People are people, and i am Ong Su Han. Everybody is different.

From today onwards:
1. complain less
2. if you want it, WORK HARD FOR IT.
3. expect less.
4. just be you, nobody cares.

+++

Yesterday, i watched Masterchef Australia season 4. One of my favourite contestant, Amina was her first time going through a pressure test. And i shed tears when she told the judges:


" I loved everyday."


I really admire her joyfulness. If only i could look at the positive side everyday. I really wish i could.

Self Reminder II

【成功者的习惯】

1.微笑。
2.气质纯朴。
3.不向朋友借钱。
4.背后说别人好话。
5.听到某人说别人坏话时只微笑。
6.过去的事不让人全知道。
7.尊敬不喜欢你的人。
8.对事无情，对人有情。
9.喜欢自己。
10.多做自我批评。
11.为别人喝彩。
12.感恩。
13.学会聆听。
14.说话时常用我们开头。
15.少说话。

【建立人脉的15个提示】
1、学会换位思考；
2、学会适应环境；
3、学会大方；
4、学会低调；
5、嘴要甜；
6、有礼貌；
7、言多必失；
8、学会感恩；
9、遵守时间；
10、信守诺言；
11、学会忍耐；
12、有一颗平常心；
13、学会赞扬别人；
14、待上以敬，待下以宽；
15、经常检讨自己。

年轻的我们必须懂 得：
1、你不勇敢，没人替你坚强。
2、没有伞的孩子必须努力奔跑！
3、自己选择的路、跪着也要把它走完。
4、不要生气要争气，不要看破要突破，不要嫉妒要欣赏，不要拖延要积极，不要心动要行动。
5、宁愿跑起来被拌倒无数次，也不愿规规矩矩走一辈子。就算跌倒也要豪迈的笑

【让你成熟至少5岁的8句话】
1、如果你不喜欢现在的工作，要么辞职不干，要么闭嘴不言。
2、学会忍受孤独。
3、不要像玻璃 那样脆弱，做个内心强大的人。
4、管住自己的嘴巴。
5、会创造机会。
6、若电话老是不响，你该打出去。
7、不要草率结婚。
8、写出你一生要做的事情，把单子放在皮夹里，经常拿出来看。

Just keep Swimming

Move on suhan, you know it's impossible from the beginning, focus on your assignments please.

Game over.

Force

This is really weird for me, but all these sadness suddenly transform into a really positive energy and am really feeling motivated to do my work.

Dear friend, how i wish i could talk to you more now. Although you know nothing much about my course, what you said that day really gave me the courage to move on. This feeling right now, no other people can make me feel this way. Thank you.

To be honest, i missed you, alot, but i shall try to move on. Losing this friendship, i cannot let this happen.

Stay or move forward

Happy new year everybody!

I hope i am motivated now to do my stuffs. Say goodbye to all the bad memories, learn from mistakes and will try to control my temper better.

So are you ready for 2013?

Try

Okay. Being emo and all doesn't solve anything! I shall try to bring back that happy girl that my parents used to know! =] GANBATTE! yosh!