Monday, 5 August 2013

Running in Circles

Yes! No matter what, i keep coming back to the same thing.

WHY IS IT SO UNFAIR???!

I never, never never never never in my life make my parents proud. All i caused is trouble. I couldn't excel in my studies during primary and secondary school, i have no freaking talent in music, i cannot even swim long distances although i swam for 11 years! AND most of all i thought, I THOUGHT i could excel in my course, Graphic Design because it is indeed my interest, BUT I COULDN'T!

My lecturer, told 2 of my classmates who are going to UK together with me, explained how many more marks they should gain to achieve first class honors. OMG! I WAS THERE after they see the lecturer and he did not even explain it to me, which means........... there is no hope for me to get first class honors for my degree. Honestly, my heart sank to the core of the earth when both of my classmates told me the lecturer told them about this. And there goes one goal of mine, seeing it burning into ashes.

AND WHY DO YOU JUDGE SO MUCH!?? AREN'T YOU TIRED OF THAT SHITS?!

Why do they like to judge people so much? MUSIC IS MUSIC, what the fuck you even called hipster music and mainstream music. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? Is there even music genre call MAINSTREAM and HIPSTER??? WTF? Hipster clothes, Hipster phones, Hipster book, Hipster this Hipster that... Seriously???

I don't get it, you all are constantly judging everything, from people to things. How can you judge people before knowing them?

"Oh, this guy comes from a small town, i'm surprised he knows how to play the drums, i'm surprised he knows ice skating, i'm surprised he like this kind of music, i'm surprised he got really high scores for Maths and Science."

wtf?

End of complaints. I would explode if i continue on this. I should care less about how other people think and do my own stuff. Yes.










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