Bad temper of mine

I became more and more short tempered than before. I feel really pissed and start cursing and shouting if someone interrupt me while i'm playing games. whhhhyyy is this happening to me.................!

The Flame That Dies Out

I am not as hardworking that i used to be anymore, i used to finish my assignment during holidays so i would not have to rush when it's near deadline, i guess i changed. I'm totally the opposite right now, not motivated to do anything during my CNY break.

I think i'm a coward, selfish and ridiculous, i don't wanna die in my assignments yet i still couldn't start my assignments. Worst thing is i don't wanna die alone, that's not a really nice thought. What was i thinking?

I really hated group work, i feel like i can't communicate with my other group members and i am slow at understanding, ended up i have to re-do or do extras so that i hope my members do not blame me for not contributing anything.

Right now, i'm sacrificing my essay for this stupid group work, i know i'm gonna die in my essay, 101% sure. I'm gonna have to prepare to stay back during my sem break to re-do my essay. I can feel it. Maybe we all know that stuff that you don't put effort in, you surely will get your punishment.

I don't know what am i doing right now. Everything just pissed me off so so so much.