Really?

I'm sure my parents would say that it's just the way i think or analyze things, but seriously, when people you don't expect that called you all of the sudden, isn't it because they have their own intention? like, asking for your help, and maybe wanted to borrow some stuff from you.
(okay, maybe is just the childish way i think)

But really, is this how it works nowadays? A friend. Do people really just be friends with only awesome people? and if it really is, why, why do people only want to be friends with awesome people? We're already all adults and now i still see people fighting for friend, as in they think that X person shouldn't be good friends with Y person because they deserve to be Y person "best friend" more than X person. I feel like i'm still studying in elementary/high school. Do people have to be this picky?

It just bugs me really much, and i was wondering for quite a while.
(okay, maybe i suck and probably jealous of other people)

Honestly, till today i haven't found the true meaning of best friend. I have close friends and i believe i treat everyone the same no matter how much i hate or adore them.

Dozing off

oh dear, it's really killing, to stay up all night, it really kills... don't understand why in the end i still have to rush my assignments, why is my working pace so slow? I NEED SLEEP!