GongXiFaCai Mood

YOSH! 5 more days to go and i get to meet my family and relatives! This year's CNY is rather, early... Funny thing is, i do not really want to buy new clothes for this CNY but still bought a few of them. I remembered when i was in primary and high school, i used to buy clothes that doesn't even fit me or not comfortable at all and i end up ditching them in the cupboard D= what a waste. and YAY! this year's CNY break is one whole week! but still i need to complete my assignments during CNY =\ i bet i'm not gonna touch it at all XD

Happy Chinese New Year everyone! =]

I'm gonna eat lots of lots of mandarin oranges and CNY cookies! =D

Unfinished business

Here am i again, just started class after 2 weeks of break. I think i'm getting more and more lazy D= I want to start my work, but i do not know where to start. Progress : 0% . i am so doomed. oh well, just gotta do my best to finish it, it's not like sitting there doing nothing will solve the problem.

During the 2 weeks study break, i met ''Kisame''. SHIT. I already had loads of things incomplete and here comes a really big problem.

Kisame, you have a girlfriend, who loves you like hell and you come and kacau me from out of no where. WHAT THE *@#$ WRONG IS WITH YOU! please la, don't always sweet talk, it will never work on me. please learn to think for others, appreciate the one that loves you. why can't you think how she felt if you betray her. and i thought you have changed, for the better after not meeting you for so long. But you're still the same, selfish person. I still treat as my friend after the incident and you treated me this way. now i wish i never knew you at all. and HOW DARE YOU BULLY MY BROTHER! YOU FUCKING TOUCH HIM ONE MORE TIME AND I WILL TEAR YOU INTO PIECES!

* Kisame is actually one of Akatsuki members from Naruto. It's just a nickname i called my friend.

why

sometimes i doubt whether i have the ability or skills to draw. Everytime when i see my classmates' artwork, i feel like hiding myself, i feel like tearing myself into pieces. Do i still belong in this field, why can't i be better. sometimes it just really bugs me because no matter what, i will always be at the bottom. i love to draw, i love drawing since i was a kid. This is what i love and yet still in the bottom. =<

this feeling, i do not like this feeling. My mood keeps declining and i can't even concentrate in my assignments anymore. T^T how i wish i can be as good as my classmates one day.

drop dead

Happy new year People!!

I just bleached and dyed my hair not long ago. It was just one of my new year plans. I just wanted some changes.. and then here came a guy, who said '' pfft, everyone can dye green colour.''

I got nothing to say to you, MR! but go.to.hell!

YOU JELLY THAT I HAVE MORE BLONDE HAIR THAN YOU?

What the hell wrong is with you? and what the heck are you comparing about. I'm a GIRL and you're a GUY! please la. My black is growing out soon and you're afraid that your attention is going to be taken away by me???

Grow up.