Friday 29 June 2012

What if you do not have the talent?

Most of the time, people would said that people who studied design, their creativity and skills in design are in their blood. Which later on, i found out that it is not true. I myself, is studying a graphic design course. I do not have the creativity in me. I worked for days just to come out with a solution while a few of my classmates always worked in the last minute, but in the end, the design solution they came out with really beat me to the ground, or should i say, i felt really disappointed? seeing how people can come out with wonderful works in a short time, while i, average is the word to describe my work, sometimes, worse.

Which always leads me to think how unfair could this world be. My parents always tell me nothing is fair. I knew that, it's just hard for me to accept it that i wasn't doing really great in this field. Although i do know that, no matter what i just have to work really hard in order to catch up with my classmates, well, sometimes i just can't stop thinking why is it so unfair. I even doubted myself most of the times, whether am i running the right path, whether am i going to reach my destination one day, or just running in circles.

And yes, i do complain alot. Even my close friends couldn't stand the way i do things, complain all the way while i need to finish my assignments. I just wanted to feel how is it like to create an awesome work =D