Bad Dream

Sometimes i wonder why do i only get bad dreams. Is this some kind of punishment for me? People would say, it's only a dream. Even though it's a dream, i still do not like it. People wouldn't know that all these bad dreams definitely affect me a lot. It definitely affects my mood, my attitude, my concentration, and my thinking for the day and it does not feel good at all.

Vision

I was really tired yesterday.

I had a vision of something when i almost black out in the office today. It doesn't mean anything, it's neither a vision of the future nor a scene or illusion or image. But somehow it felt like something from somebody else, someone else's feelings. It's weird but it somehow felt real. 

It felt like that feeling when you first met someone and you get that feeling she/he will change your life forever, but in the end, you feel crushed. Yea, it is like you're feeling happy and having really high hopes and you think she/he changed your life, but it turned out differently. Oh, so heart breaking. Truly heart breaking. 

Who's feeling did i felt it that short moment yesterday then?

Today

The day i realized how childish i was before. Doesn't mean i'm mature now, but definitely stronger than before. I guess this whole new journey really changed me a little. Just a little.